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Right ok, maybe now is the time that I should update my pro....I still have a long way to go, I'm not even half way really...got to keep on rating and clicking...Bah



Welcome Theban



Your Status:

Blood Drinker



Pages Viewed:

94009



Time Spent:

26.48 days



You have completed

43% of this level.



So this is the updated me....



Your Status: Firebrand (Level 22)



You have completed 58% of this level.





Pages Viewed Score: 22 x .30 = 6.6

Time Spent Score: 23 x .50 = 11.5

Ratings Score: 25 x .10 = 2.5

Posts Score: 9 x .10 = 0.9

Score: 21.5

Referral Points: 0

Referral Modifier: 1

Mark Bonus: 5%

Mark Modifier: 1.05

Total Score: 21.5





Ratings Score: 25 ( 8438 of 15658 or 53.89%

Ha Ha, looks like someone is playing the game again....I love it....



So quite a few times now I have come across the same person who insists in Rating me a 1. I had rated them an 8 so I don't feel to bad about it *smirks* They just come and go with another profile name every now and then so it makes no difference to me because they will soon be gone and so will the rate!



So I also know that they will read this....Please no insult intended, I love you so much with all my heart and soul. You feel that you need to come into my life and stalk me as such. Am I that interesting? I want to suck the toe jam from between your toes, that's how much I love you right now!!



Please take great care of yourself in this horrid small world of ours.

Well I'm just two thousand away from the next "power up" as I call it!



But the thing is do I level up or stay as I am and go on to the next level as a Blood Drinker...Oh by now you should guess that I'm not on the Blood Drinker level anymore but above!



I'm still thinking about getting the bonus points as well *shifty eyes*...it's just a money thing at the mo as normal.



And while I'm writting this I could be ratinga nd getting more points!!

I love this rating GAME lol, I have rated lots of profiles and portfolios now....I have been visited by many people, and have been rated from a 1 through to 10. (Just remember guys and gals, it's just a game....)



I have rated prem members as low as five if there is nothing on their page and some have come back and rated me eights or less, or more*smiles*



I really at the moment don't want to be top dog on this site with my profile/portfolio because if I did I would have put my sex...I haven't! So it doesn't matter for me what I'm rated back so there lol!!



Out of three and a half thousand profiles and portfolios I have to expect some crap rates back anyway!.....and gosh I have had some ha ha!!



Anyway just a small rant at all those who take the rates as a knock on them, remember it's just a game and nothing more.



Blessings

my oh my ...oh my....oh my...., I can't take it anymore, Cancer and his rating game...jees does he have to do it? Me thinks not! I never see his rate anywhere and Ive looked *coughs*Only on mine of course....but I do have to say that I have rated over two thousand profiles in the last few days and.....Yes I have become a minion I'm sad to say.



I have to take my hat off for the ones who rate all the time!! It becomes a MIND FUCK!! All the profiles roll into one in the end. My finger and thumb is now sore and I blame the Rave!!!



It's like pringles though....once you start you can't STOP.......STOP IT NO...I close my eyes and I'm rating Bah!!!!!



I found that I was rating a pro and saw the same pictures of people on it form another pro!!! That happened alot as well!



I haven't been reading journals only the pro/ and only on Prem members not so much the other lol. That's only because most of non prem members have bugger all to say other than crud!

Taken from Tika's journal lol, made me smile she acually knows...shame that men now due to conditioning are being told to do the same!!!



Women are Weird

19:58:22 - Nov 08 2007

Times Read: 6







I wrote this elsewhere a while back, and re-reading it I decided it still holds true for me... and I felt like sharing it again.



So during one of my several sleepless moments last night my mind was wandering. And for some unknown reason I started to contemplate the things that women do in the name of 'beauty'. I think it was for some reason brought on by thinking about how my neighbor just recently started shaving off her eyebrows and penciling them in. Now this whole concept makes me go WTF? I mean it's bad enough to tweeze the hell out of your eyebrows, but to actually go so far as to shave them off... and then draw them back in? It's just not right...



So this started me thinking... and let's start at the top. Women do all sorts of damaging things to their hair. We dye it, fry it with curling/straightening irons, spray it with chemicals, all sorts of things. We routinely put things on our face that probably were never really meant to go on our face. And god forbid any stray hairs pop up in the facial area, these must be immediately yanked out, or otherwise removed.



Moving down we find the chest region... Few women are ever happy with this region. If it's too small we put it into misleading push-up bras or go as far as to have it surgically enhanced. If it's to big we either go to great lengths to flaunt it or smash it or hide it away in baggy clothes.



Down to the stomach. Another despised area for most women. This... along with the booty... can be crammed into elastisized contraptions that suck things in in completely unrealistic ways. And if there's not enough there you can buy padding to make it look like you have more booty than you actually do.



We spend hours every week shaving unwanted hair on our legs, underarms, etc.. or we go so far as to (and what genius came up with this concept in the first place?) pour hot wax on them, smooth a cloth over and rip the hairs out by the roots.



Now do you ever see a man go to anywhere close to this amount of trouble? Rarely... No one really cares if a guy has a bit more stomach than usual. Or if he's hairy... How many times do you see a guy stand in front of a mirror and make that face that women make when they look at themselves? Do you ever see a guy come out when getting ready to go out and ask "Do these jeans make my butt look big?"



And you have to wonder too, how many guys take a woman home for the first time, and unwrap all the packaging... only to find a completely different woman underneath?



Why do we do this to ourselves? I've found really that most men don't care all that much. At least not obssesively like women do. We see these images of women put out there who look so 'perfect' and we try so very hard to achieve that... but the question is why? I mean I'm all for being healthy and wanting to look nice for yourself. But there are so many women out there who just take it too far. And really those are the women who tend to look down on the rest of us because we haven't been surgically enhanced, or we didn't spend 2 hours in front of a mirror putting makeup on just to go grocery shopping...



Yeah... Women are weird...

Cannon to right of them,

Cannon to left of them,

Cannon in front of them

Volley'd and thunder'd;

Storm'd at with shot and shell,

Boldly they rode and well,

Into the jaws of Death,

Into the mouth of Hell



I have my all my fingers in the pie because the Christians the Wiccans, Pagans, Atheists...etc, just by there faith alone lack evidence....It's easy to say for instance “that God guided me” “the Devil or Demon made me do it!” No God or Devil was the guide, the person does the deed.



Their power good or bad, comes from inside themselves.



I agree, it is human kind that should be knocked. It should be knocked for it's necessity to hold onto a false image through conditioning since birth.



However, I need to be careful here because I can't claim that there isn't, as I can't claim that there is a God!

Christianity is based on fear. My understanding of the bible is that it teaches people that they are all sinners and will go to hell! Now that is not a nice thing to look forward to and is such a nasty punishment for not understanding, and being a little less than perfect. Which for me is why I liked the idea of changing sides many years ago.



Schools teach us as an example, Christianity and now Islam. They don't teach us the power of self belief!

So for me at the moment on my quest, Humans are Gods which walk the earth. There isn't any need to have a belief in one God or many Gods. We, and only we can shape and change our destiny.

It's my belief that by nature human kind HAS always felt something, but has manifested it to exist outside of themselves rather than from within!



This is my truth, as it is, and as it has been, and as it shall be, because of my choice! *smiles*

Ok so this is it!...what? I don't really know what the hell I'm going to say now....



Iv'e been lurking for a very short while now and will maybe lurk some more...



Got to put the little beasts to bed now so...



I can't wait to sit down and relax and work on my profile to sort it out lol....I have three messages and Iv'e not read them yet....Bed time for them is calling.

I wonder in this small community how many people don't get on? The worse thing is as I creep amonst journals I find more and more negative vibes!



You people just need to learn to understand! Just because you talk with people who you share no interest with doesn't mean that you should knock them for what they hold close.



MY PARTNER WHO I SHARE ALL WITH,she doesn't laugh at me!..ok she might tell me to shut up when I'm going off on one...ok..ok and she most of the time calls me a twat!! But she respects what I say even if it doesn't fit in to her world!



She is not a bully, as some of you here show traits to be!



We smile and joke about at what I do and others like me do. You still think of the idea that the genie and the lamp only gave you three wishes! I know that he told me I can have as many as I want!...think about it.